Long Time.....I know

Hey!

I know its been a LOONNNGGG time since I last posted, but what can I say? I've been busy....ok...thats just an excuse, I am not the blogger type, but I feel like I should say something. Hmmm.....what to say.....well latly God has been humbling me in a more "social" setting. For example, I went to this 2 part course called "Its Your Call" put on by Samuel's Mantle (Prophetic Ministry...very cool;) Lets just say this was not what I was thinking it would be. I was not expecting to actually be interactive with others, a bunch of strangers, and share my deepest thoughts with them. So I knew this was God's purpose for me to be there cause it was really, and annoyingly (is that a word?????) pushing my "boundary" and "spiritual" buttons. Ok, so in short, He decided to answerr a prayer request I brought to Him long ago....to teach me how to really be real with others and confessing my sins to my brothers and sisters to one another....well....it was answered, but not how I thought it would be. And you know what else is funny, the exact same thing happened two weeks afterwards.....at this housechurch I go to. So yeah, thats what God's been up tp in my life these days. I have to say, its harder to believe that there is no God than to believe that there is a God, cause my prayers were answered.....so just to warn you....and encourage you....keep praying the deepest things of your heart and ask Him to heal you of w.e they may be....the warning is: its painful....but the encouragement is: that He exists and He heals, and will actually never leave you nor forsake you.
Peace and Blessings----I mean what I say;)