Humble Moments

Have you ever been at the end of your rope with your patience? I can't handle listening to a family member (who has a severe disability, and can't speak verbally) of mine screaming mornings and evenings anymore. Its horrible! I hate it because I don't know what their reason(s) are. Its frustrating....and I hate it! I was taught not to take it personally, but how can you if you hear it day after day for awhile, and want to free them. I can't be patient anymore....not with my own will and power at least....I'm just surviving by God's grace...and His unconditional love. Ugh! I can't wait until they're healed...at least verbally....that will be an amazing site to see..then I can understand them and actually talk to them and expect a response to come from them on a verbal basis...they respond now but I don't think it'll be the same as when they can actually put words to their thoughts and feelings. Anyways, I needed to vent a little.....here is me in my humble moments I don't like being vulnerable, really thats the last thing on my list. Thank you Jesus for your strength....I know I'm not where I am out of my own strengths....but out of your Grace and Agape Love! (I just learned what the different kinds of love are, so I figured I can use one of the these terms!)
Shalom